Tell me what to do
So I could be with you
Tell me how to be
So you could love me...

i waited for that sudden jolt
the pain that would piercce through me
but it didnt come
instead there was just this stillness and coldness
slowly creeping into my bones
the stealthy steps of the most experienced burglar
so silent and gentle that you didnt even notice its approach
all you notice is the emptiness and the void after having been robbed of everything

You know when you've found it,
There's something I've learned
'Cause you feel it when they take it away

silence does not even come close to acceptance
i just couldnt find the words
couldnt muster the strength to gather emotion and to string a sentance together
its a resignation
and helplessness at all that has befallen

theres no point in aiming for the stars
or chasing the rainbow
you will never get there.